I've heard it from my mom more than enough times in my life...
"You can't always be the nice guy!"
She should've phrased it, "You shouldn't always be the nice guy!" Which would've made better sense because always being the nice guy would mean, always opening myself up to getting hurt. Heh! Who would've thought right? Well anyways, the past couple of weeks have been a major BLUR to me, not knowing what the hell to do, and not knowing where I'd end up. So I recently gave in to my emotions and started TRYING again. This time, for real. Not holding back anything, not leaving. BUT! It seems I should've just stayed how I was doing. Cause fuck, I can't talk to no nobody about this shit! I obviously can't talk to her about it, cause she doesn't want to talk to me about anything, go figure? I can't talk to my "best friend" about it cause fuck, he's talking to her about it. AND the most fucked up thing about it is... They talk ABOUT me, without talking TO me! Hahahaha that shit, is just fucking with my brain right now.. Instead of talking to me about things, they talk to other people about me. Instead of talking to me about a problem their having with me, they talk to others about my problem. Someone plesase tell me, If the problem is with me, how is it going to get solved if they don't talk to me, or tell me? Cause that shit is just fucking retarded... Done with this!
Monday, December 29, 2008
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I'm sorry you have to go through the whole opening your heart to a girl and then just getting hurt ordeal, for being the nice guy and just end up getting hurt, and for not being able to tell your "bestfriend" what's up because all that person's going to do is tell the girl you like whatever you tell them.
ReplyDeleteFor some odd reason, you're mom's right. You can't always be the nice guy. But that doesn't mean you're not going to be one because even thought you know you shouldn't, you're still going to play that nice guy role. My guess is, you're the nice guy because you've fallin' head over heals for this girl, and you would practically do anything for her. But all that's done is bite you in the ass.
If you really like her and you think she's worth you're time, don't give up. But if just trying to get her only gets you hurt, well then it's for you to decide whether or not you still want to pursue a girl that might only see you as the "nice" guy.
Oh just one more an advice, you don't have to take any of it or anything but like, don't keep your heart close and don't stop being the nice guy because if you do those things, you'll someday meet that nice girl who's you're "one" that fit your profile of a perfect girl and you'll be too evil to realize that she's the one. Yeah know what I mean? So don't close your heart for too long, because it's not worth loosing that special girl that will enter your life.
Anyways good luck and I hope that someday soon the girl you like will realize that she should give you a chance.
Oh BTW, if I were you which I'm not, I'd find a new bestfriend who can listen to your problems and not blab them to other people. Because there are genuine people like that who'll be a real bestfriends you just gotta find them.
Anyways. Hope things turn out the way you want it to. But if not then continue to stay positive and don't worry, God will find you the right girl for you and in time he will show her to you. Because a woman's heart is lost in God that a man must seek HIM to find HER. Just continue to manifest in his word and glorify his name even when times get shitty, becasue he will find that woman who will fit what you're looking for.
HAPPY NEW YEARS!
well maybe your "best friend" isn't your best friend?
ReplyDeleteand maybe your mom is right but are you sure you are the "nice guy"?
but even if she is right dont completerly become a "bad boy" cuz people will seriously start to hate that also you'll still have responsibilites and commitments
and about that girl, she might not be the one so forget her...wait that was mean "dont worry" is what i meant to say
anyways thats all
good bye
oh p.s. are you the type to keep his guard up?
then,
"in order for you to have real and trustworthy friends, you gotta let your guard down, and trust them because there are trustworthy friends out there, you just gotta look for them, and be open to them"