Family-Feud

"The world would be PERFECT, if you left me the fuck alone!"

6 MONTHS EARLIER
Out of fear and excitement, my dog Ciri turned my family inside-out.
I can't blame my dog, because of 3 things that I'm absolutely positive.
1. I love my dog to DEATH.
2. It wasn't his fault.
And 3. IT WAS THAT BITCH'S FAULT!
So, fast-forwarding 6 months and giving the shortened version in order for me to get on with my blog. We were given an ultimatum, we chose the dog. Moved out, people talk. More people talk. Family splits.

I had finally come to terms with how everything was ending up. My Mom and Dad weren't ever going to go back to the house in Aiea. The house where, every sunday of my life I have gone and had dinners with everyone on my Dad's side of the family. I kind of got used to the fact that we weren't going to go. Until Christmas...
The other night I went to my grandma's house in Aiea, and on the way there I had to pick up my cousins that flew in from California. I wasn't expecting to get the feeling that I got that night. So we got to my Grandma's house and we greeted everyone like normal, and it wasn't feeling weird. Everything felt good. It felt like it always did. Then dinner prayer... the old family traddition of the youngests praying. One of my cousins said that she was thankful for everyone being there and for having everyone around. It wouldn't have felt bad, if 1. My dad was there. 2. Her dad was there. And 3. Our dads were there.
The rest of the night was BLAH BLAH BLAH, all the individual families were in their own sections of the living room. And My dad and uncle weren't there. So it was just us Kids that represented our families. It felt like our families had been outcasted. Like "the sins of the fathers, need to be carried by their kids." I felt really bad for my grandma because she wanted us all to be there, but there wasn't anything we could do. Ha... some Christmas.

Earlier tonight at my Uncle's house, my Granny, my dad, and my uncle got into a huge arguement. My granny trying to be the peace bringer of the family, as religious as she is.. has the ability to bring out the devil in everyone.. and tonight, she chose the wrong the targets. My Dad & Uncle + Beer x being pissed off = LET'S GET READY TO RUMBLE! I know my Granny is trying to do good for the family, but I feel more my dad and uncle.. Now they're completely hating the family right now.. and it really sucks because my dad them don't deserve everything that's going on. They have their own families and things with everyone is getting out of hand and I really want things to settle down... but I can't do much.. I'm only so small in this huge family feud... I wonder what the New Year is going to bring....